REAPSODY Week 5 - Kaiba (post-erasure)

[wantsnudes]

[After the erasures, Yusuke leaves the church feeling numb. It was bittersweet, knowing the victims this week had gone to their deaths willingly, and all in order to save Akira...

He's clutching Mutsu's katana in his hand, tight. Wherever Kaiba is, he intends to go seek him out.]

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[wantsnudes]

[Yusuke gasps in surprise at the dragon suddenly in front of them; certainly he'd seen other monsters spring from the Duel Disk before, but this one is by far the most impressive. He doesn't even seem to notice the way Kaiba tenses up, his attention fully on the dragon.]

I can see why it is so rare... The design is magnificent.

[...not that he could tell if the card is any good from a gameplay perspective, but... aesthetic priorities, am I right]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

[ a bunch of numbers also pop up; they're high, but that hardly matters as Yusuke's already got his priorities straight. ]

Yes, it is.

[ And it's pressure off his chest, watching his partner apparently genuinely admire his dragon, and by extension the time and the effort and the feeling Kaiba had dedicated to it, and he huffs out a little breath that's far more relief than he'd care to admit. ]

I worked on it myself. --Obviously I'm no artist like you. But I work closely with the modellers and texture artists to make sure each of my Blue-Eyes has the proper look and presence. We're getting closer.

[wantsnudes]

It's wonderful. Traditional art will always have its place, but creating something like this has a certain artistry all of its own.

[Smiling softly, he reaches out to try to touch the dragon.]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

I... I'm glad you appreciate it.

[ Even called "Solid Vision" the hologram is still only refracted light, so there's nothing to keep his hand from passing right through. But if Yusuke is gentle enough to stroke just above the surface, there's a certain buzzy warmth at the edges of the hologram that's strong enough to be deliberate.

Kaiba leans in to better catch Yusuke's reaction, a dizzy mixture of pleased and anxious and something else that keeps his ears warm ]

What do you think? We're working on adding more tactile feedback to the new dueling arenas, but it'll be a while before we can shrink that down for portable use.

[wantsnudes]

[As soon as Yusuke realises his hand passes straight through it, he draws back so his hand can simply rest on the dragon's flank. He looks surprised all over again -- he expected it to be a purely visual creation, not that it would feel warm like a living creature.]

Even as an incomplete work, it's truly beautiful... It has a clear vivacity that evokes the love and admiration of its creator.

[Yusuke didn't even know card game design could be as meaningful as other forms of art, too, but now he's convinced.]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

That's pretty high praise coming from an actual artist. Or even not from one--usually the most we'll get outside of formal testing is variations on the word "cool."

[ plus, most people mentioning the 'love and admiration of its creator' are doing so in a decidedly negative manner, and he doesn't seem to hear any of that in Yusuke's voice. he moves a little closer, to check, maybe ]

[wantsnudes]

Perhaps you've been asking opinions from the wrong people? Most individuals are not particularly good at expressing themselves in words, or in understanding what others are trying to express through their creations.

[Speaking of not understanding, Yusuke just blinks at him when he moves closer..... hi Kaiba]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

[ speaking of not particularly good at expressing themself ]

Ah, it's possible? We usually ask the userbase, and there aren't that many young duelists who know how to talk about that kind of thing. It doesn't come up very often, I guess.

[ He'd been trying to be discreet when he moved in, but maybe it was too discreet? Did it come off like he was trying to crowd him? Maybe his coat still smells like McDonalds? Yusuke blinks again and Kaiba realizes he's paying rapt attention and ]

Your eyelashes are very long.

[ shit was that out loud ]

[wantsnudes]

Oh? Yes, I suppose they are.

[said as if Kaiba had just made an observation about the weather. Yusuke always notices small details like that in others, so it doesn't seem odd to him to have it pointed out about himself.]

Your eyes are very blue, much like your dragon's. [one flattering observation deserves another???]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

Yes. Uh, good eye.

[ An immediate grimace. What is even happening, was that a pun? Really? He panicked, hadn't wanted to be disingenuous when of course he knows exactly how close his eye color is to the hex codes, Pantone prints and paint color of his dragons' eyes, but his default sneer didn't seem right, either.

Still, that's no excuse for cheap wordplay, or for being an idiot just for collarbones and a smile. He had to pull himself together! He takes a good half step away and a cleansing breath ]

--I'm--sorry, that was uncalled for. No one deserves puns like that, least of all you.

[wantsnudes]

[Yusuke chuckles a bit, at that.] I'm actually something of a purveyor of bad puns, myself, so I think I can forgive you.

[... Mostly he only purveys them to make Futaba suffer, because bullying her is funny, but hey. When Kaiba steps out of his space, though, he feels a little... hm.]

Everything is truly all right with you, isn't it? [maybe it's the trial just making Yusuke feel paranoid, who knows]

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

...It's, going as well as can be expected.

And you're alright, considering?

[wantsnudes]

Yes. Being with you sets me at ease, so I think I'll be all right.

[he gestures to the dragon and duel disk] I must thank you, for showing me this. It has been a privilege.

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

It's been my pleasure.

[ hesitates, then ]

This card and this project is very personal to me. So I'm glad I could share it with you. If there's anything else you want to know...or if there's something I can help you with, I hope you'll feel open to ask.

[wantsnudes]

Perhaps you could tell me about why this card is so personal to you? I'd like to hear that story sometime, if you're willing.

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

Ah...

[ he shifts, then ]

Did I tell you about my brother and I coming to live with Gozaburo Kaiba?

[ he honestly doesn't remember with everything that's happened ]

[wantsnudes]

[Nods, sits up straight.] You alluded to it only briefly, when I spoke of my own childhood. Can you tell me more?

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

[ takes a second, then begins, voice even, perhaps overly so ]

After our parents died, their family frittered away our inheritance while we got sent to an orphanage. When a rich businessman visited the orphanage as a photo op, I convinced him to make us his heirs. That was Gozaburo Kaiba. Gozaburo was strict. He didn't like us to waste much time together. He...didn't like a lot of things, including games, said they were a waste of time and money.

One day my brother sneaked an envelope with some Duel Monsters cards into my textbooks--basically trash, with a mock Blue-Eyes White Dragon card he'd drawn himself to cheer me up. We both got in big trouble when Gozaburo found out. But from then on, I knew that if I could hold out and finally get the real thing, I'd be able to do anything. And eventually, I tracked them all down.

[wantsnudes]

[As Yusuke listens, his expression tightens in anger. There's nothing he resents more than adults who mistreat children and see them as little more than tools, and this past trial was a stark reminder of that, too.

That anger softens a little, though, at the rest of his explanation... It's a poignant story.]

I see... So the dragon symbolises many things to you. Defiance, determination, hope, the love and support of your brother... I can see now why there was so much care put into the card.

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

[ smooths down his slacks, lets out a breath. Yusuke had mentioned his father figure before, of course he'd understand. It's still different though, something his heart and his head can't agree on whether it's unnerving or nice.]

Right. A lot of things are easier now. But it never hurts to have something to remind you of strength, and surviving. You've got to have something like that too, right, Kitagawa?

[wantsnudes]

Yes, I do. Even when I thought I was trapped, and I had nothing... The "Sayuri" remained the focus of all my hopes and aspirations of becoming a great artist. Learning in hindsight that it was my mother's work all along... Part of me must have always known her love for me was in that painting.

[In that way, maybe it wasn't so different from the card drawn by his little brother, as far as sentiment goes.]

But I doubt I could have ever have been strong enough to grasp the truth without this. [he pats the kitsune mask hanging from his belt] So long as I have it, I can never lose sight of my resolve to fight.

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

It must be a powerful piece to have been such an inspiration even before you knew its true meaning.

[ Something painted with a mother's love... Kaiba can barely imagine it, but what he can conceive of is warm ]

What's the story behind the mask, if you don't mind my asking?

[wantsnudes]

Yes. The child in the painting was painted over to enhance its mystery, and it became hailed as a masterpiece... But even as artists and art critics the world over pondered that mystery, there must have been something within her gentle, sad smile that I always recognised on a profound level.

[As for the mask...]

Do you recall I mentioned a group named the Phantom Thieves stole Madarame's heart, and gave me my freedom? I wasn't just saved by them... I actually joined their number, and fought him myself. This mask is what I gained from that decision-- the manifestation of my resolve to rebel.

[blueeyeswaifudragon]

You were painted out of your own painting!?

[ Kaiba's fists clench reflexively; it's one thing for someone to reject family ties--he himself will never, ever make peace with the aunts and cousins who had only taken them in for as long as they brought a paycheck. But for your bonds to be forcibly erased when you're too young to protest or even realize...? It's probably not the ideal time to get angry about this thing he can't change, but still ]

I...feel like I'm missing a few pieces about your phantom group. It's like there's something that doesn't follow...

[wantsnudes]

Yes. Madarame let my mother die due to his own negligence. He then plagiarised the painting and took me in, so of course he had to erase any evidence that it was the work of my mother. He thought it would make it more successful and profitable if he gave the painting a mystery for everyone to contemplate... He wasn't wrong.

I stole the true painting back from Madarame's Palace, and in doing so, changed his heart. A pity most of the world will never see its true form, because they'll simply think of it as another forgery... but for me, it is enough.

[Leblanc and its customers get to enjoy its beautiful presence every day, and that makes Yusuke happier than any worldwide recognition of his mother's work could.]

What pieces do you mean? I realise now I have nothing to hide in this Shibuya, so I can tell you anything you'd like to know.